came across this quote by some college student, reported by Stelter 2008, “If the news is that important, it will find me.”
Interesting heh... and just realize that i suck at writing news, broadcast, radio, tv etc basically i cant write! Anyway, is pretty true that this quote mean if the news is that important it will find me. I won't bother trouble myself to search for news. i rather want it to find me therefore is important as jounalist to report what is the truth and only the truth to the readers. Unfortunately most of the journalists or i would say all the journalists are controlled by gov.
Not gonna say much but all i can say is that newspapers is not youth's interest anymore, maybe is due to internet but to me is definitely lost of hope for trusting what ever they reported. May be true and maybe false, but most of the news is false and lie...
oO my life is a little bittersweet taste now, somehow it lifted and lightened me to be a more cheerful yet more shy person. Probably the world know and probably might not, erm ignore this please is a random thought of nothing. all i wanna put is Bitter to Sweet as head line ^^
Starting this week, i will stick to TV more often than usual. Although i watch TV or what my lecturer called it the 'idiot box' a lot and im still loving it god knows why...
Recently the latest TVB drama series Born Rich (富貴門) and Beyond the Realm of Conscience宮心計 are the best of all i would say.
Beyond the Realm of Conscience is my favourite so far, maybe Charmaine is in it. Is about 2 best friend eventually fight for power and fame, being the best among the best. Is true, no matter how close or how brother sisterhood a person is with another, one day eventually jealousy will take place. What about those once upon a time sworn as sister brotherhood? The answer is gone no more, dont care one die or being torture, whoever blocks the way will be perished. Really lots of fight going on, that is what in reality all about power, being the best among the best and not losing.
Another is Born Rich, set in modern day about a con man lied to a wealthy family that he is a part of the family just to be rich by recieving the will left by the wealthy father. After awhile the con man gets greedy and fight to get whatever he wants, from kidnapping and killing. Con man will always be con man, never change and definitely a bad person, at least that is what is seen and assumed by many people in reality, second chance will never be given. But in actual fact is the wealthy man who doesnt let go and fight with the con man that causes disaster in the family, he too tried to protect the family and the wealth causes all kind of what rich man can do and get away with it.
Both these drama really tells everything and definitely can relate to it. About friendship to power eventually to cheat and lies. All about jealousy and greediness that nobody will bow and listen but all wants to step on another to be promoted. whether is bro/sisterhood or family, nobody can be trusted.
Trust is a powerful word, if one dont use it wisely, one will be cheated painfully.
Power is deinitely another, if one holds the power, one will forever be a loner.
Jealousy is the cause of all, if one contain jealousy, hurting others is in their vocabulary.
Pretty amazing when i come to think about life. Yea that is what i normally think, another philosophy i would say. Is me, i prefer everything simple, no complication no hatred and definitely no argument. There is a saying in chinese 'yan yat sai, sei yau tai pun sai' direct translation is a person may live at certain age, but will die forever and not coming back.
So what is the purpose of living with so much of fustration and hatred that is kept inside. I rather just put on a smile and go with the flow. Mayb in life some may say if go with the flow one will not achieve what one desire, but to me is depend to a certain extent.
I came across with hatred in life, kept inside and wanted it swallow in me, and of coz one day want it to be shit-ed out from me. But can't is in me, somehow, is in my blood cell, i may revenge one day, or it may died off one day. I even came across of misunderstanding, want those nonsense and never ending argument to stop, hated all those blood rushing in my brain thinking of solving unsolvable, no reason of argue and definitely stupid problem, whether i was wrong or right or even both, i still bow and say sorry, and that kept in me for long time. Not listening one apologize and assuming that i was the one who started all these argument is definitely i hate the most. I even came across to complication, hated all those things that is simple but people purposely make it confusing and complicating. why cant we live in simple and yet interesting life?
'yan yat sai, sei yau tai pun sai' will never heppen to me. what i meant is that what ever bad thing happened to me, i will remember and is inside me, like my previous posting, my life is a book, every little bit thing is a chapter. This is definitely a chapter of me that i can never set it off. or erase it and definitely tearing the page and burn.
I didnt know this, but until mooncake festival 2009. I realized, im pretty cool with myself handling all the 'my obscatcles'. Pretty tough handling my emotion, not letting it burst easily and im ok being alone, as a lone ranger for my journey of my 'book'.
Everybody is a book, whether the book travel far and long, or short and near is all about a person's record, memories and desire. I know i have my book inked for about chapter 20 by now.
Every other thing in my life is nothing but a chapter of my life why would i want it to stop my book from continuing. Pretty amazing that recently, i wanna do lots of things and learn lots of things. Maybe is a little late thinking it from now, but like many people say, is never too late, as long u start now. Well for me maybe in a month or two.
How did i get myself together? A little late but at least a start! I was lighting up my 'tanglongs' and hanging it, yea a tradition in my family is a must for the whole family to be together! Suppose to go to Barcelona, but for some reasons... i ditched myself... and then out of no where i started to create life related with candles like love, heat, arranging candles like a path of no where, all these act is out of blues, and didnt know i would do such a thing at least to me these symbolizes life.
So somehow my ignorance of 3 tanglongs turned out to be a wake up call. One of three tanglong caught on fire, burnt and felt on the ground. Without hesitation i took a few picture, while taking it, i realize thinking so much about life will ignore many things and sometime ignored the most important thing in fact it will burnt to ashes, it will never be found again. That is happiness. Throughout the whole night lighting up candles and tanglong, i was miserable, sad and desperate, but not to an extent where im suicidal. Please that will not cross my mind.
A book of me without noticing that im writing it till my death, and minor stuff in life will not stop me from continuing my journey of being happy go lucky. Every little bit of chapter in life will be inked in my book and my memory, but definitely will not stop me from continuing. Never! Thinking a lot and thinking a head and thinking far, some might say is a good thing but some said u think too much, what is the right answer? To me, there is no answer, as long as one thinks that there is no tomorrow i will try my best to accomplish whatever i can in life.
Is more like a moral value thing to me i learned from tanglong. Why is tanglong made of paper and in tradition light up with candles? I think simply want use to light ourself and show a clear path of our own journey.
With little obstacle along the way, avoiding it maybe challenging and difficult as one may tilt the tanglong too much and one wrong move whole tanglong caught on fire and ur lost, in fact will have to start all over again. But if one walk properly understanding the obstacle and handling it well, tilting the tanglong will be the least worry of completing the book.
Ask me again whether i regret to have a nightlife, my answer will be YES n NO, Yes i regret didnt enjoy myself that night and No if not i wouldnt find myself in a long lost journey of no where.
I was bored till death at home for about 4 days due to Raya holidays. My life without assignment and work is a little pathetic for me, call me workaholic now, i know i said it a few time don't call me that but now, think again, i m a workaholic...
So set up 'my own mini studio' since many and most of the photographers do..... here goes... 1st time tho xD
But ofcourse thought of putting up a story, is just a story nothing more xD Seriously i did not though of any story before taking these pictures, somehow blogging about the pictures make me think of a story. LOVE.
Put on my spect, looking smart
Put on my perfume, smelling good
Put on my watch, waiting for you.
I may be a man with ego and hot temper, but trust me every man will envy you not picking the right person.
I'm like a blind man knowing no where to go, certainly like a mouse knowing nothing but waiting for u to move.
why not love me?
my heart is darker than ever, love me will be red forever.
I'll read to you day and night, I can be your reading material, a bedtime story before bed, certainly your love who always been curious.....
..... why not love me?
I'll love you, treat you good, give me a chance and I'll hold your heart with all my life.
Love you, don't leave me with a black and has a hole in it.
oosh... nice xD Happy Holiday...
Previous video was removed for some reason god knows. Kanye West Suck Continue.....
Kanye apologizes at the Jay Leno show, pls note that the whole conversation was taken from CMT News.
Kanye West has made another apology to Taylor Swift for his behavior on Sunday night's (Sept 13) MTV Video Music Awards -- this time on the premiere of The Jay Leno Show. Leno was not scheduled to interview him Monday (Sept. 14) while he was on the show to perform with Jay-Z and Rihanna. However, West asked for the opportunity to talk about taking the microphone away from Swift during her acceptance speech for best female video to proclaim the superiority of Beyonce's video. "It's been extremely difficult ... just dealing with the fact that I hurt someone or took anything away from a talented artist," he said. I only wanted to help people. My entire life, I've only wanted to give and do something that I felt was right. I immediately knew in this situation that it was wrong, that it wasn't a spectacle ... it was actually someone's emotions that I stepped on. It was just rude -- period. I'd like to be able to apologize in person." West said he knew he'd made a mistake in interrupting Swift's speech "as soon as I gave the mike back to her and she didn't keep going."When Leno asked West what his late mother would think of his actions at the awards show, he replied, "Obviously, I deal with hurt. So many celebrities never take the time off. ... I need to, after this, take the time off to analyze how I'm going to make it through the rest of this life, how I'm going to improve. I am a celebrity, and that's something I have to deal with. If there's anything I can do to help Taylor in the future -- or help anyone -- I'd like to."
Some accused him drinking too much during the VMA. He walked on the red carpet holding a bottle of alcohol. Not to mention his girldfriend that is super ugly, either he is blind or he is damn bloody blind.
source: rolling stoneShe says, “Kanye West is the person p***ing me off right now. I was at Stella McCartney’s Paris fashion show with the vice president of People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals, Paul McCartney and Kanye West…The entire time Kanye is going, ‘They need more fur in this show.’ He just wouldn’t shut about how he loved fur. I mean, he’s saying this to me, the PETA guy and Paul McCartney!” --- GossipBoulevard.com
Video Music Award, tribute to Michael Jackson held on 13 September. Was consider the drama of the day!
Yes indeed congratulations to Lady Gaga (Best-new artist), Eminem (Best-Hiphop vid), Britney Spears (Best-Pop Vid) and many more, click here to view the list of the winners.
But there is one award that really make me hate Kanye West even more and i felt bad for Taylor Swift my all time only singer i like due to her prettiness and definitely talented person. Kanye West interrupted her during the acceptance award causes her to be embarrassed infront of millions or billions WTF!
The crowd supported her by standing ovation, but she walk out head down. Well let's see the video and u will understand.
But there is always an angel... or there is some 'inner meaning'. Somebody saved Taylor's life. Not sure this is publicity to 'mewangikan' her name but yea.. thx Beyonce, i dont think i should say bad things bout Beyonce cause she is my 'chocolate dessert' yummy...
Last Sunday went for photo shooting with friends...
met 3 new cool friends, this photoshoot is somehow to be uploaded in some website... actually to be honest not really sure about what xD
Anyway many of my friends says is pretty hot n sexy, maybe is my style not sure ler. Here goes....
Lee Jen
Charmain Liew
Teh AiKhim
haha no nose bleed hor... not bad leh....
People, this is what Morandi say in the 'Angel' music video. Who say that techno is meaningless and boring to hear? Please techno, trance and dance music are the only music that has 'life' in it, that has soul and not to mention set u free feeling.
Techno and Trance and Dance are sort of my thing, my free-time-nothing-to-do and listen music. Most of my friends already know that my childhood is pretty much about techno n trance, for some reason im loving it, cant stop listening and understanding different beat gives different feeling.
Anyway that is not what the purpose of this post. Simply this post is for those who fight, act of violence, violence is not the answer. A simple video i found today which is meaningful not just the video but the lyric, although is repeating the same thing. Thought of sharing it. By the way this techno is pretty old ade 1 year maybe.
People stop fighting, angels are crying!
