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Journalists Today...

2009-10-22T09:08:00.000-07:00

came across this quote by some college student, reported by Stelter 2008, “If the news is that important, it will find me.”

Interesting heh... and just realize that i suck at writing news, broadcast, radio, tv etc basically i cant write! Anyway, is pretty true that this quote mean if the news is that important it will find me. I won't bother trouble myself to search for news. i rather want it to find me therefore is important as jounalist to report what is the truth and only the truth to the readers. Unfortunately most of the journalists or i would say all the journalists are controlled by gov.

Not gonna say much but all i can say is that newspapers is not youth's interest anymore, maybe is due to internet but to me is definitely lost of hope for trusting what ever they reported. May be true and maybe false, but most of the news is false and lie...

Bitter to Sweet

2009-10-21T09:33:00.000-07:00

oO my life is a little bittersweet taste now, somehow it lifted and lightened me to be a more cheerful yet more shy person. Probably the world know and probably might not, erm ignore this please is a random thought of nothing. all i wanna put is Bitter to Sweet as head line ^^

Series of reality

2009-10-21T08:50:00.000-07:00

Starting this week, i will stick to TV more often than usual. Although i watch TV or what my lecturer called it the 'idiot box' a lot and im still loving it god knows why...

Recently the latest TVB drama series Born Rich (富貴門) and Beyond the Realm of Conscience宮心計 are the best of all i would say.

Beyond the Realm of Conscience is my favourite so far, maybe Charmaine is in it. Is about 2 best friend eventually fight for power and fame, being the best among the best. Is true, no matter how close or how brother sisterhood a person is with another, one day eventually jealousy will take place. What about those once upon a time sworn as sister brotherhood? The answer is gone no more, dont care one die or being torture, whoever blocks the way will be perished. Really lots of fight going on, that is what in reality all about power, being the best among the best and not losing.

Another is Born Rich, set in modern day about a con man lied to a wealthy family that he is a part of the family just to be rich by recieving the will left by the wealthy father. After awhile the con man gets greedy and fight to get whatever he wants, from kidnapping and killing. Con man will always be con man, never change and definitely a bad person, at least that is what is seen and assumed by many people in reality, second chance will never be given. But in actual fact is the wealthy man who doesnt let go and fight with the con man that causes disaster in the family, he too tried to protect the family and the wealth causes all kind of what rich man can do and get away with it.

Both these drama really tells everything and definitely can relate to it. About friendship to power eventually to cheat and lies. All about jealousy and greediness that nobody will bow and listen but all wants to step on another to be promoted. whether is bro/sisterhood or family, nobody can be trusted.

Trust is a powerful word, if one dont use it wisely, one will be cheated painfully.
Power is deinitely another, if one holds the power, one will forever be a loner.
Jealousy is the cause of all, if one contain jealousy, hurting others is in their vocabulary.

Some page of me

2009-10-21T08:25:00.000-07:00

Pretty amazing when i come to think about life. Yea that is what i normally think, another philosophy i would say. Is me, i prefer everything simple, no complication no hatred and definitely no argument. There is a saying in chinese 'yan yat sai, sei yau tai pun sai' direct translation is a person may live at certain age, but will die forever and not coming back.

So what is the purpose of living with so much of fustration and hatred that is kept inside. I rather just put on a smile and go with the flow. Mayb in life some may say if go with the flow one will not achieve what one desire, but to me is depend to a certain extent.

I came across with hatred in life, kept inside and wanted it swallow in me, and of coz one day want it to be shit-ed out from me. But can't is in me, somehow, is in my blood cell, i may revenge one day, or it may died off one day. I even came across of misunderstanding, want those nonsense and never ending argument to stop, hated all those blood rushing in my brain thinking of solving unsolvable, no reason of argue and definitely stupid problem, whether i was wrong or right or even both, i still bow and say sorry, and that kept in me for long time. Not listening one apologize and assuming that i was the one who started all these argument is definitely i hate the most. I even came across to complication, hated all those things that is simple but people purposely make it confusing and complicating. why cant we live in simple and yet interesting life?

'yan yat sai, sei yau tai pun sai' will never heppen to me. what i meant is that what ever bad thing happened to me, i will remember and is inside me, like my previous posting, my life is a book, every little bit thing is a chapter. This is definitely a chapter of me that i can never set it off. or erase it and definitely tearing the page and burn.

Thanks to Tanglong

2009-10-04T09:43:00.000-07:00

I didnt know this, but until mooncake festival 2009. I realized, im pretty cool with myself handling all the 'my obscatcles'. Pretty tough handling my emotion, not letting it burst easily and im ok being alone, as a lone ranger for my journey of my 'book'.

Everybody is a book, whether the book travel far and long, or short and near is all about a person's record, memories and desire. I know i have my book inked for about chapter 20 by now.

Every other thing in my life is nothing but a chapter of my life why would i want it to stop my book from continuing. Pretty amazing that recently, i wanna do lots of things and learn lots of things. Maybe is a little late thinking it from now, but like many people say, is never too late, as long u start now. Well for me maybe in a month or two.

How did i get myself together? A little late but at least a start! I was lighting up my 'tanglongs' and hanging it, yea a tradition in my family is a must for the whole family to be together! Suppose to go to Barcelona, but for some reasons... i ditched myself... and then out of no where i started to create life related with candles like love, heat, arranging candles like a path of no where, all these act is out of blues, and didnt know i would do such a thing at least to me these symbolizes life.

So somehow my ignorance of 3 tanglongs turned out to be a wake up call. One of three tanglong caught on fire, burnt and felt on the ground. Without hesitation i took a few picture, while taking it, i realize thinking so much about life will ignore many things and sometime ignored the most important thing in fact it will burnt to ashes, it will never be found again. That is happiness. Throughout the whole night lighting up candles and tanglong, i was miserable, sad and desperate, but not to an extent where im suicidal. Please that will not cross my mind.

A book of me without noticing that im writing it till my death, and minor stuff in life will not stop me from continuing my journey of being happy go lucky. Every little bit of chapter in life will be inked in my book and my memory, but definitely will not stop me from continuing. Never! Thinking a lot and thinking a head and thinking far, some might say is a good thing but some said u think too much, what is the right answer? To me, there is no answer, as long as one thinks that there is no tomorrow i will try my best to accomplish whatever i can in life.

Is more like a moral value thing to me i learned from tanglong. Why is tanglong made of paper and in tradition light up with candles? I think simply want use to light ourself and show a clear path of our own journey.

With little obstacle along the way, avoiding it maybe challenging and difficult as one may tilt the tanglong too much and one wrong move whole tanglong caught on fire and ur lost, in fact will have to start all over again. But if one walk properly understanding the obstacle and handling it well, tilting the tanglong will be the least worry of completing the book.

Ask me again whether i regret to have a nightlife, my answer will be YES n NO, Yes i regret didnt enjoy myself that night and No if not i wouldnt find myself in a long lost journey of no where.

Own set

2009-09-21T07:48:00.000-07:00

I was bored till death at home for about 4 days due to Raya holidays. My life without assignment and work is a little pathetic for me, call me workaholic now, i know i said it a few time don't call me that but now, think again, i m a workaholic...

So set up 'my own mini studio' since many and most of the photographers do..... here goes... 1st time tho xD

But ofcourse thought of putting up a story, is just a story nothing more xD Seriously i did not though of any story before taking these pictures, somehow blogging about the pictures make me think of a story. LOVE.

Put on my spect, looking smart
Put on my perfume, smelling good
Put on my watch, waiting for you.

I may be a man with ego and hot temper, but trust me every man will envy you not picking the right person.

I'm like a blind man knowing no where to go, certainly like a mouse knowing nothing but waiting for u to move.

why not love me?
my heart is darker than ever, love me will be red forever.

I'll read to you day and night, I can be your reading material, a bedtime story before bed, certainly your love who always been curious.....

..... why not love me?

I'll love you, treat you good, give me a chance and I'll hold your heart with all my life.

Love you, don't leave me with a black and has a hole in it.

oosh... nice xD Happy Holiday...

VMA drama cont....

2009-09-15T06:50:00.000-07:00

Previous video was removed for some reason god knows. Kanye West Suck Continue.....
Kanye apologizes at the Jay Leno show, pls note that the whole conversation was taken from CMT News.

Kanye West has made another apology to Taylor Swift for his behavior on Sunday night's (Sept 13) MTV Video Music Awards -- this time on the premiere of The Jay Leno Show. Leno was not scheduled to interview him Monday (Sept. 14) while he was on the show to perform with Jay-Z and Rihanna. However, West asked for the opportunity to talk about taking the microphone away from Swift during her acceptance speech for best female video to proclaim the superiority of Beyonce's video. "It's been extremely difficult ... just dealing with the fact that I hurt someone or took anything away from a talented artist," he said. I only wanted to help people. My entire life, I've only wanted to give and do something that I felt was right. I immediately knew in this situation that it was wrong, that it wasn't a spectacle ... it was actually someone's emotions that I stepped on. It was just rude -- period. I'd like to be able to apologize in person." West said he knew he'd made a mistake in interrupting Swift's speech "as soon as I gave the mike back to her and she didn't keep going."When Leno asked West what his late mother would think of his actions at the awards show, he replied, "Obviously, I deal with hurt. So many celebrities never take the time off. ... I need to, after this, take the time off to analyze how I'm going to make it through the rest of this life, how I'm going to improve. I am a celebrity, and that's something I have to deal with. If there's anything I can do to help Taylor in the future -- or help anyone -- I'd like to."

Some accused him drinking too much during the VMA. He walked on the red carpet holding a bottle of alcohol. Not to mention his girldfriend that is super ugly, either he is blind or he is damn bloody blind.

source: rolling stone

Even Pink talked about Kanye's behaviour, really piece of shit...

She says, “Kanye West is the person p***ing me off right now. I was at Stella McCartney’s Paris fashion show with the vice president of People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals, Paul McCartney and Kanye West…The entire time Kanye is going, ‘They need more fur in this show.’ He just wouldn’t shut about how he loved fur. I mean, he’s saying this to me, the PETA guy and Paul McCartney!” --- GossipBoulevard.com

VMA 2 minute drama

2009-09-14T07:15:00.000-07:00

Video Music Award, tribute to Michael Jackson held on 13 September. Was consider the drama of the day!

Yes indeed congratulations to Lady Gaga (Best-new artist), Eminem (Best-Hiphop vid), Britney Spears (Best-Pop Vid) and many more, click here to view the list of the winners.

But there is one award that really make me hate Kanye West even more and i felt bad for Taylor Swift my all time only singer i like due to her prettiness and definitely talented person. Kanye West interrupted her during the acceptance award causes her to be embarrassed infront of millions or billions WTF!

The crowd supported her by standing ovation, but she walk out head down. Well let's see the video and u will understand.

But there is always an angel... or there is some 'inner meaning'. Somebody saved Taylor's life. Not sure this is publicity to 'mewangikan' her name but yea.. thx Beyonce, i dont think i should say bad things bout Beyonce cause she is my 'chocolate dessert' yummy...

The five

2009-09-11T09:10:00.001-07:00

Last Sunday went for photo shooting with friends...
met 3 new cool friends, this photoshoot is somehow to be uploaded in some website... actually to be honest not really sure about what xD

Anyway many of my friends says is pretty hot n sexy, maybe is my style not sure ler. Here goes....

Lee Jen

Charmain Liew

Dewi

Carmen Chang

Teh AiKhim

Pretty hot as in the weather, sweat like mad and was the most interesting as the photoshoot turns out to be WoW factor thing...

haha no nose bleed hor... not bad leh....

People stop fighting, angels are crying

2009-09-05T09:06:00.000-07:00

People, this is what Morandi say in the 'Angel' music video. Who say that techno is meaningless and boring to hear? Please techno, trance and dance music are the only music that has 'life' in it, that has soul and not to mention set u free feeling.

Techno and Trance and Dance are sort of my thing, my free-time-nothing-to-do and listen music. Most of my friends already know that my childhood is pretty much about techno n trance, for some reason im loving it, cant stop listening and understanding different beat gives different feeling.

Anyway that is not what the purpose of this post. Simply this post is for those who fight, act of violence, violence is not the answer. A simple video i found today which is meaningful not just the video but the lyric, although is repeating the same thing. Thought of sharing it. By the way this techno is pretty old ade 1 year maybe.

People stop fighting, angels are crying!

Orphan

2009-08-30T03:21:00.000-07:00

What a-please-dont-miss-the-show-moment i had. After listening so many rumors about the movie Orphan, and after a few invites for watching the movie with friends i finally bought a DVD myself and watch at night. Pretty dumb i know scary movie and u watch at night? beside is the '7th month' what was i thinking?

I was so excited and at the same time eager to watch the movie, thought the movie will give me some adrenaline rush or scare me till death (which i like) but unfortunately i find it not at all. It wont give me a fright instead i was so into the movie i sat quietly without taking a break to washroom like watching a thriller movie. Is a good movie, great plot and definitely great cast.

The only kid's scary movie i would watch is Dakota Fanning, but now is someone new in my list, that is Isabella Fuhram. Great job girl! A young but definitely perfect person as Esther in the movie. Her expression gives u a goosebumps, and i think that is the reason why everyone talked about how scary it was. Is definitely the girl's acting. Most of the 'kid's involve' in scary movie are too eye soaring to watch. Some would just burst in tears, no not scared till they cry, but laugh till they cry, pathetic, poor the director who directed such horror film. The last thing in their mind was comedy.

A hormone disorder girl. Isabella Fuhram played Esther the so called 9 year old girl but actually has a deep secret tried to eliminate the family members slowly, painfully and silently. She took granted as a child and with her attitude of 'im a child and im innocent, i will and can do anything without suspicion'. The movie did not show that she was possessed or there is a ghost that disturbed her (that is what i think before watching it) instead a real life might happen thing. A rare hormone called Growth Hormone Deficiency (GHC) causes her to take advantage of her look and seduces her 'daddy'. A rare hormone disorder causes people to maintain as a child (physically) but mentally mature.

Andy Milonakis is another similar case. No he is not a killer or someone who has mental problem, but a person with rare hormones. He is a comedian who born in 1976 and till today still look like 12 year old boy. Pretty interesting though such people.

I would give this a 7.5/10, due to great actors and good plot, meaningful. But unfortunately i think Is not scary enough to be place in horror film, is more like a thriller. Anyway overall good job! good show to watch! And i think is definitely worth watching in cinemas, i will watch it in cinema if i have the chance xD

Only me

2009-08-29T09:30:00.000-07:00

There is a few things in life im always interested in. Ofcoz something i find it useful and adventurous to learn and do. With no particular order i have 5.

1) Sailing, is something i always like, some people like flying and some like the land. Me particular i love the sea, ocean, it allow me to float on something soft. The beauty of floating while looking up the sky is something valuable and mysterious. I always wonder what is behind that sky (i mean scientifically is the galaxy or something) but i want to know myself what is behind it. Well that is about floating rite, what is it got to do with sailing? I find sailing is very interesting and challenging activity to do. Is just like life i think, if u cant find the balance u fall, if u fall without holding on something, u fall deep. Even if u are a pro, u will never know how big and how fast the wave will come to hit u. So in life, finding the balance and always be prepare for any obstacle is important. Unfortunately my fate sort of don't allow me to go. For some reason im 'forbidden' to go near the sea. Really sad.

2) Languages, i always dream i got 'the ability' to speak 8 different languages excluding English, Malay, Chinese (Mandarin, Cantonese, TeoChew, Hokkien and Hakka) and Tamil. That makes it 16 languages lol. What are the other 8? Ofcoz Japanese, Korean, Thailand, French, Potugese, German, Moghol and Tibetan. Please don't ask me why, even i myself cant answer. Maybe the reason is, all these 8 languages are some useful stuff in the future. I felt that is not a crime or definitely not a harm learning extra languages, but definitely one interesting thing to do and learn.

3) Actor, hey! who says im camera-shy? i just dont pose for something i dont like or disagree. Never a camera shy! but ofcoz i dont cam whore either. I'm pretty good at acting, not to praise but yeap i always put on an acting face whenever i felt like it, lie is not what i do best but been practicing for quite a while. Emo i can say the best gua, im pretty silent all the time and somehow friends will think im emo-ing, something happened. Tears, i would say easy la, can cry whenever i want, maybe cause i never cry when i was young and kept all the tears till now, like i can make it overflow lol. Not sure but sometime i think acting is a must in life. U act to get what u want, u act to please others, u act to attract others and even putting on an acting face to destroy others. So in business, is something one should never 'play safe' go with the risk put on an acting mask and be fake. Definitely learn a lot while putting on that face, what is life really is and stuff.

4) Adventurous, this word can mean lots of stuff, but what i meant by that is some risky and daredevil stunt thing. Like Bungee-jump and sky diving. Even things like rock climbing, hiking and biking, i felt it is the best way to know what world look like and know urself, what ur capable of and knowing ur limit. In the movie Hannah Montana- The climb is high, but the view is great. Very true! How much u can climb is depend on u, but the future is always there.

5) play 8 different instruments, the 8 are guitar, violin, flute, drums, piano, bass, trumpet and tambourine. All these are pretty common but the sound from the instruments are essential, very soothing, calm, relaxing and some allow u to release anger, sadness and frustration. Is more like a hobby i want to learn and at the same time give u opportunity to express feelings through lyrics. Another thing is composing, writing songs. Not that i can sing, is just a way to express feelings not on someone but on something, that is a piece of paper with a pen. Is true that words are stronger, without words giving impact to audience, they wont feel a thing. Although sometime went to gym really help in releasing anger, but tired xD cant do it continuously, can die..

Is pretty simple and easy to do and learn? but to me is difficult not to mention money, need money to do most of the stuff here. Now im broke no money due to my 'student status' no money, i definitely and hopefully will able to achieve at least something from here before i take my last breath. O dont think much, is not my will or anything. Is my dream to achieving it.

Mexican Axolotl

2009-08-27T00:08:00.000-07:00

I come across this wonderful and fascinating creature from Discovery Channel Magazine, a creature that creates mysterious yet friendly and innocent face but some may say it look ugly. Have u heard of Mexican Axolotl?

U only can find it in polluted Lake Xochimilco near Mexico City, no wonder they name it Mexican. Some called it 'Water Dog' as it direct translated from Aztec (Mexican) language. A critical endangered species like is used for lab test due to its special ability to regenerate and its distinctive larval and tadpole like appearance.

This picture is one in a million that i find the animal is actually happy to be photographed. In deed pictures worth a thousand words. Whether is a good message that easily to understand or nothing but just another ordinary picture is all come to the audience.

From this picture that appear in the Discovery Channel Magazine, i find it simply 'save me'. First of all the animal that I've never seen before and the face of innocent creature trying to say something.

This is one of many near endangered species. We, our, mankind greediness action causes such impact to these innocent animal. Simply using animals as lab test, or even simply cut down trees for residential area is unacceptable inhumane behaviour. We did not think and stand on the creature side, not understanding where and what they went through. Is pretty sad but as much as we think we are civilize, think again we are actually beyond uncivilize for not thinking of others. Love ourselves is first to love others, in order to love others we must love the planet.

Somehow I'm not sure whether the evolution of technologies is a good thing or a bad thing. Some create building saying giving promising words like is environmental friendly, eco friendly, i always wonder how friendly did they meant. Vehicles are being evolve into flying cars (Pal-V) and building will be floating on ocean (TeexMicron). Yeap everyone is happy and cant wait for all these technologies, confirm!

Pal-V will be commercialize in 2011

TeexMicron, creating outside of conventional construction, is a building of eco friendly that consume less energy and water but produces as much as normal rate of normal business construction building.

Is it because they notice the changes around them, the extinct species not to mention the melting iceberg? What and why it causes them to change? Whatever it is, is never to late to start now...

Near death

2009-08-25T22:30:00.000-07:00

Holy crap!
the world is coming to an end!
save yourself, save whatever u think is worth saving!

Yea that is what i think many people thinks. I have my own moment, yea a moment of life and death situation, first of all, i was sick pretty bad. All of H1N1 symptoms, cough then slight flu feeling a little fever... Obviously went to clinic and not wanting to hear some words like, ''Oh no.... need u to go to the hospital'' or ''I think u are one of them'' it was scary where everyone was wearing mask, coughing and sneezing, looking pale and waiting for their 'time to come' very scary! Not wanting to go near any of these patient, not that im bad or anything but human being are selfish and self centered. Seriously when it comes to yourself we all are the same, wanting to live in luxurious life, wanting to have some more, wanting to be better than anyone else, all these are equalent to greediness.... For the whole 1hour i waited outside the clinic, i never thought doctor could be that scary until that day. Had some thermometer check and lungs check, u know all doctors do the similar things. Then he said no sign of H1N1, was relief, but another thing struck my mind, tonsils! Pretty bad and swollen, No idea y but somehow me and mom are having the same problem.

Since there is no improvement of H1N1 cases, more and more people were affected including my college at LCS, School of Communication!

''Meanwhile, The Taylor’s University College School of Communication in Petaling Jaya has brought forward its mid-term break by almost a month after three students and one lecturer tested positive for Influenza A(H1N1).

Students arrived at the university’s Leisure Commerce Square campus on Monday only to be served notices informing students of the immediate cancellation of all classes to avoid the virus from spreading further.

According to Taylor’s University College Chief Marketing Officer Lydia Wang, several classes had previously been quarantined on separate occasions after parents informed the university that their children were suspected A(H1N1) cases.'' -taken from The Star Online

interested? wanna know more? read the link here.
This use to be a fun house now full of evil clowns... -Pink

Yea the clown is now nothing but stupid virus that makes everyone paranoid. Everyone is carrying sanitizer, wearing mask, and still willing to go out to the crowdest area of all... All i can say is that Malaysians who have and carrying the attitude of 'Don't Know, Don't Care' somehow save them from being a paranoea. I always thought the 'Don't Know, Don't Care' is always a bad thing to have, since we are paying for everything we cant ignore everything. But for this health purposes, it really and should be applied by everyone.

Don't let the medicine industries scam ur money! Many people say boost ur immune system or should eat more of this and that due to its ability to boost immune system naturally are all money scam-er. Since is the recession time and the world needs money, but mankind reluctantly spend their money for their own country (u know right the cycle of money helps the country?), some industries will have to use all kind of ways to manipulate ur brainless brain so that u start to use ur money. That is why many shops are having big sale, they got lots of product but less in cash! Not that asking people to spend more, but spend when necessary. Never know maybe the H1N1 is some doctor's creation who wants to help the world by making us spending money on such products.

Whatever it is, to me, like what my dad use say all the time, a person's life is fated. Is very true, some people might just come out in the working industries earning RM20k per month and some still stuck at RM1800. Some work for 20years to get a promotion but some work in a year time to have a raise. Some were attacked by the H1N1 some did not. So no matter what we do, or how well we live in there is always a limit, no beyond than that. However bare in mind, hardworking always pay off at the end of the day. Every human's future is brighter than anything is just the matter of whether u can see it and feel it or not.

Kartika Sari Dewi Shukarno

2009-08-23T08:48:00.000-07:00

Not sure how well do u know Malaysia. Well i dont that for sure, Malaysia is a country where im living right now, and i hope not in future. Not that i dont like the country or anything but sometimes i felt that the politics are too dramatic for my life, for me to read in newspaper.

I'm pretty sure many people know bout the Kartika's news! U havent? GOSH WHAT ARE U!? GO GET SOME NEWSPAPER!

Quick recap, Kartika Sari Dewi Shukarno is a muslim married to a Singaporean. Long story short, she was caught red handed drinking and she accepted her punishment of RM5000, that is nothing for her. Then was suppose to be canned. However she wants it in public. yeap, public for the world and ofcoz indirectly telling 'M-Malaysians' that this is the consequences of drinking (alcohol). Well under the Syariah Law, Muslims are not allowed to drink as in alcohol in Malaysia, is a crime! and is wrong and is BAD!

I wanna laugh bout that, how bad is drinking? really i mean, personally if u can control it, it wont be that bad afterall, is a challenge whether u are able to control yourself or not, if u cant u dont fit to handle anything! trust me, i know. Drinking and being drunk is a whole two different thing. Not that im expert or anything but my experience. Drinking alcohol, is something to control while ur concious. On the other hand drinking while u r drunk is definitely out of control. Im sure u will be saying' duh like i dont know'. Drinking is more for socializing, making friends and enjoy, but when ur drunk and drink some more is more like a 10day in heaven thing. U feel light, full of meaning in life and ofcoz freedom, but as well will create havoc, like fights and accident. That is why there is different stage of drinking.

2 reasons why i think she want it to be canned in public. 1) she want other muslims to know that they are forbidden in drinking, nowonder the price of alcohol in Malaysia is so darn expensive. Because M cant drink, and 'they' wanna make other people not to drink? please wont work! we help Malaysia, we help to build Malaysia, so just give us a break, dont have put the alcohol price that high up. Beside, a little alcohol is 'guai lo leung cha'. Is good for ' kidney-cleansing'. 2) ofcoz if done it behind close doors, well authority will have the chance to 'ahem' her as in ' investigate her inside out'. Thats y i think she rather want it be done in public, avoid being over 'investigated'.

Is it me or i think the government is trying very hard to make Malaysia, the slogan ONE MALAYSIA as in unite all in one race and unite all in one religion? Macam mana ONE ONE ni...... unacceptable. Trust me, u do something that against our will, this generation is not blind, and definitely not mute! we got what it take to against and lobby it. We are your future, better look up to us or else consequences may be severe!

Anyway Kartika, ur my hero of a mother of two and definitely stand up and show the world what Malaysia authority is doin. Im sure 'Malaysians with badges' drink too dont they? why dont 'Malaysians with badges' catch other 'Malaysians with badges' drinking, hmmm... maybe they were drinking together, how to catch?

What-the-hell day!

2009-08-07T00:32:00.000-07:00

Wednesday (5th August) was a hell of a day for me. After badminton had some lunch with Boon, Ken, Michelle and Akil. Was having 'char siew, siu yok, kai fan', delicious indeed cost RM5.50... Did not realize i only had about RM10 to pay for lots of stuff including parking ticket and our 'leng zhi kang' which plan to have after lunch in the market. Without realizing the short of money, i ordered 'Bali Ice Kosong, Leong Cha Sut and Sut Cha', and it cost around Rm4+.

luckily enough to pay my food and drinks (but not leng zhi kang we have in the market after lunch at AC) Eating half way and enjoying it and then BOOM! a shinning black and green colour with lots of legs bug floating not in my Sut Cha nor my Bali Ice Kosong which is cheaper, but it felt in my Rm1.50 drink, 'leong cha sut' which i only took a sip! WT-Hell!!! My RM1.50 went to the drain at my very most thirsty moment, thx a lot stupid should die-pathetic-bug!

Ok den rush all the way back home, bathe and change (oO looking smart) for next outing. Went to KDU to pick up a friend that jammed all the way for about 30mins and went to Pyramid. Reached Pyramid, had to find parking and somehow at a very moment saw one which is the other side of the lane (one way) i went and take a short cut making a U-Turn and park my car head in first which is impossible, and accidently scratch my car to a MyVi... damn sorry... but luckily both our car had no damage or what so ever.

Ofcoz went and look for another parking lot and then, went straight inside the shopping mall without seeing the pillar number and not remembering which floor i came from because of my nervousness which cause me a hell of the rest of the day. Went up and 1st thing i saw was 'Galaxy', quickly rush all the way to the cinema. After dinner and movie head back home and damn couldn't find my car. Me and my friend wonder for about half an hour searching for a shop named 'galaxy'. Even asking the information counter they have no idea what is galaxy. Finally found it... but 'zha dou' is Time Galaxy! =.= Somehow the word 'Time' was blocked and i couldnt see it.

Ok den try my luck, went in the elevator and press CP3. Thank got its there phew! but what a stupid parking indicator really suitable for me for the day... CP3 L14, first thing came in my mind was 'Loser sure 'SAT SEI!' Haiz malu giler... I hate Pyramid!!! please no more Pyramid outing! pathetic and cursed place! (for me ni la)

Although been a pathetic day for me, but what is behind the door is a mysterious and causes people to feel enthuastic about it (well for me indeed) that's why im always looking forward and ahead what is next for me, be it if is another obstacle, i will take it as a challenge! Tomorrow is another new day!

G.I Joe

2009-08-06T23:59:00.000-07:00

Is a must watch movie! G.I Joe, i would say the best action movie i've seen so far. This is because of gun action, sword fights scene and YES EXPLOSION! This movie is suitable for all ages since is from a comic. Is not that they have super power or ability to make them fly or spit fire or even be strong. Is the suit and weapon that they used to make them who they are. The G.I Joe team.

Is about two different team who trying to take the ultimate weapon that could destroy the world called 'Warhead', is basically contain of nanomites that eats just about anything that stand against their way. So yeap, the heroes G.I Joe teaam try to protect that from happening while the other team is to set the world DOOM!

Is more for those who love action pack. However, does not make sense and somehow is a bit dumb XD

1st of all lots of 'future suit' that could destroy the world... and it makes the character 'transofrmer wannabe' Super human strength that make u run faster, be stronger and even jump higher. WoW factor? Is that what government do secretly behind our back using our money? To create stuff that could end the world!? A little too much! Anyway confirm there will be a part 2! cant wait...

Overall, another fun movie to watch, full of action, fire and explosion really suitable for those who loves some action and cool movie.

P/S The character Ripcord played by Marlon Wayans is damn suitable, for its humor that really suits the character. Great cast!

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The Little Nyonya

2009-08-02T01:44:00.000-07:00

Just finish Xiao Niang Re (小娘惹) or also known as The Little Nyonya, is a 34 episode drama series set in 1930's. Theme song title, Ru Yan 如燕 by Oliva Ong. Is one of many show that i findd it interesting to talk about. This show somehow gave me something that not many people would understand or even willingly accept, culture. Culture in today's generation is no longer excist in our hearts or in us. I would say im one of the 'now-generation' that never appreciate or even wanted to know about past.

Baba and Nyonya is one in a million culture that posesses not only chinese tradition but as well as malay's cooking. With the mixture of both different culture, able to find something what is known as aunthentic Nyonya food.

When I say food i meant, Ang Kong Kueh, Rempah Udang, Nyonya Archar, Asam Pedas, Ayam Ponteh, Bubur Cha-char, Chendol. Is pretty amazing when i first found out that most of my favourite foods are from Baba and Nyonya. Mom once told me, Nyonya-ns pound ingredients not just about the speed or strength, but with the heart. No matter how u feel while cooking, the person who eat your cooking will feel u. Even in this drama said the same thing. That is what special about Nyonya's food.

Went to Malacca for 3 days, now is really not a satisfying thing for me. I wanted to know more and are there many more real traditional Nyonya-ns and Baba-ns.

This drama really make my family shedding tears while watching. The lead role play by Jeanette Aw as Jiu Xiang and Yue Niang is nothing more but pitiful, pain, tortured and what not bullied. But her courage, strength and bravery make me continue watching this series of 34 episode in 2days. I completed the drama in 2days without regret even though i was told to go to bed, but hey i watched till 6am an continue watching 11 the next day. This is probably how i spend my weekend before i start my college, watching drama series.

Now a little thing about the series. Jiu Xiang was born in a huge Peranakan family, thought of having a pretty good life with having everything she wanted, but not in a mistress's world. She was born as what the other character called her and her mother 'the sluts'. That is not all, she was born deaf and mute. She rely on reading lips and simple hand gesture to communicate with the others as back in the days deaf and mute are consider worthless, therefore sent her working 24/7 as nothing more but a servent without any status of 'young miss'.

Unaccepting the marriage arranged by the master she ran away with a Japanese Photographer but died during the World War 2 leaving an 8 year old daughter behind, Yue Niang. With god's blessing, she was a normal child, but still having the same fate as her mother. Living with her grandmother (Ma Ma, Nyonya-ns called grandmother and Nya Nya as mother, Chor chor as great-grandmother) and a loyal maid (Tao-jie) who follows her till she is 90 and still refuses to leave her.

In real life, there will always be ups and downs, pros and cons, but not her life. Her life is controlled by what many women in the olden days said, fate. Fate is the one who control them and nothing in whatever way able to stop it unless death. As a one of the stubborn character she challenge and against her fate to move on as a normal human being, gaining control over her life by choosing who she love and what to do and what not to do.

This show at the end keep me guessing who she married to, unexpectedly and surprisingly. Probably the director doesn't want the show to be cliche, easily guessed and keeps the viewer to query and want to watch more.

This show was shot at Malacca, somewhere last yr (2008), but is a dissapointing and humiliating thing for me because the director of the show is not a Malaysian nor the cast, instead they are Singaporeans. Don't get me wrong, not that i say is a bad thing that Singaporeans directed and played the show bad, they did a wonderful job! is just that, Baba and Nyonya is originated from Malacca, Malaysia. Even Malaysians did not use this opportunity to make such show, instead they went for some pathetic 'try to uplift the cops' show Gerak Khas. Now that Yasmin Ahmad is gone, if pretty hard to find good meanigful show.

Justice of 2009?

2009-08-02T02:59:00.000-07:00

Malaysia authority has nothing to do but just simply road block most of the major highway including federal highway yesterday. Couldn't believe myself until i went there myself and see it. Was a foolish thing to do to stuck in jam probably an 1, make a detour and quickly turn back home and cancel the eating dinner at Brickfield. Pathetic cops nothing to do but just block the road, making me one of the nation angry, fustrated and if can spit on cops.

That brings me to another case of what Malaysian Authority can do. Put For Change please follow the link and watch the brutal and inhumane action did by Malaysian authority who has the power to do whatever they want in custody at MACC. R.I.P Teoh Ben Hock hope ur not treated like this before u die.

Public Enemies

2009-07-28T07:34:00.000-07:00

Today went to MV to watch Public Enemies, what a pathetic and damn darn supid movie. Im not sure is just me or i think this stupid movie is stupid because it is a stupid movie thats y is a stupid movie, well thats for me as far as i know.

Acting the casts was great but one, Christian Bale, a few of my friends said he normally play as the side kick and even if he got the leading role, he doesn't 'shine'. Pretty true i think his facial expression/acting is really bad. Many people watch this movie i think is because of Johnny Depp.

The only part i would give credit to is the shooting scene, the sound and lightings are nice but... other than that zero!, nil!, nothing! Is bad i mean bad!!! real BAD!!!

Malacca Trip 2009 ah lupa d...

2009-07-27T09:33:00.000-07:00

Ok Day 2, actually if u ask me im err... most probably forgotten what had happen and what we did XD my bad bad memory... Anyway day 2 if not mistaken did some walking, maybe not some but hell lots of walking!

We had chicken rice ball, famous for it at Melaka, somewhere near the red red area (clock tower) and thank u aunty and uncle who belanja-ed us a lot.... ^^ Maybe is because uncle won some money from buying my car number, my mom did win very little lol.

I won't say i love it entirely or crave for more... Maybe is just normal to me here already, is more like chicken rice but is a ball... no 'balls'.

Then walk around here and there maybe got lost somewhere. But eventually able to find the temple. Is like the oldest temple in Melaka. What makes me to be there? Simply because of mom, she ask me to go and pray. So i did.. but very chin chai type XD

Next would be walking here and there visiting some place here and there, eh Hello forgot lots of stuff d... anyway i will post some what i think is nice picture ^^

Hand model is Pooiee, Thanks i think the oni thing can ambil gambar from her XD

This is actually nothing special, all i like is the hat and her cutting fruits very... kool XD

Ah the only model can take one la. but hor... must let her put on sun glasses... otherwise.... erm... can ni c nose n mouth... XD

Paid this uncle like RM1 to take his picture and get some 'lucky stone'

I like this, i remember it very well actually, so call my photography assistant a little delayed at time, we stopped at the red light and the 1st thing i saw was this and quickly snatch my camera from her... *snap* ^^

Unknown thing behind the mysterious door.

Can life be a little more enlightened? I know now is a little enlightening for me, me viewing my future i would say ^^

Now i remember something, we ate chendol, aint nice and the aunty shoo us away from the table, those who are eating chendol oni must stand... zzz kinda rude too when our chendol arrive and she quickly pass it to us... =.=!

den went to jonker street. Before that i went n visit dionne's mother's club thingy. pretty cool tho, the baba nyonya house is freaking darn long.... n is really old... den off to jonker street... pick a few junk food here and there. Not enough went to Amigo near our apartment had some supper. =.=!

anyway all i can is that i have fun, enjoyed the trip but not satisfied... picture taken not really nice and feel like a little... not only that, im not satisfied what we ate not enough feel like want more!...

Away for awhile

2009-07-16T09:27:00.000-07:00

Will be away from keyboard, for about 4Days... Away to Melaka, and will take as many good pictures as possible.

Going with Uni friends, will be driving there and stay at some apartment at Melaka Raya! Excited? Not at all, im the driver leh...

Safe journey Mund!

Bye Y.A

2009-07-26T01:58:00.000-07:00

The world is slowly losing talented, respceted and wise people. One of them is Michael Jackson who died in June. Now the news of award winning film director Yasmin Ahmad died at the age 51 after a stroke on Thursday.

Is funny tho, i was talking about Yasmin Ahmad the other somewhere in June, and now she is unable to direct wonderful film such as Sepet and Talentime. Is devastating when i hear this from the radio, i was shocked and could not believe it myself unless i really check yhtpough the net. Back at home, i quickly Google Yasmin Ahmad, aspects nothing more but her website, blogs and the film she directed nothing more. But first from the Google.com was her death. She past away close to midnight on Saturday, her body was taken to Muslim burial at USJ22.

Is sad but we, my generation, my age group should realize we are slowly losing people that we insspired and as well as talented people who make things happen. We must accept it not just for the sake of accepting it but absorb their teaching, what have they done is something that we should treasure it forever.

Watching her movies actually give me a purpose in life is Learning.
Life without learning is incomplete. Not education, no matter how much u study whether getting a PhD or not is another matter. what im trying to say is that learn what is around u and u will find out that life is interesting yet fragile.

For that forever miss Yasmin Ahmad and her work of art. Rest In Peace.

Zero Hero

2009-07-23T09:59:00.000-07:00

Yeap heard of some sad news about Malaysia really add on oil while im burning. Really devastating and hating every second living here, this country. Did dream of something i want to share, if had a chance to stay and work at Hong Kong, a challenging and very competitive place to work in and ofcourse not as much corruption as here, i won't waste my time to think twice but go ahead. Accept the job.

Enlightening every minute when i was watching TVB Drama series from AOD (Astro On Demand) Bruning Flame 3. Actors - Kevin Cheng, Wong He, Myolie Wu, Bosco Wong and many more.

A show that now make me admire firefighter's bravery and courage and yeap loyalty in saving other people's life. As far as i know, Singapore and Hong Kong, any small country's firefighter will really save people's life regardless of anything. They will serve the country and for the nation as best as they could. Unlike here, Malaysia.

Once i ask my dad while watching it, is Malaysia's firefighter as good as HK? He answered no, no way. It was long ago at Petaling Street, he and the community have this small little ceremony for something, and somehow something caught on fire. Ofcourse firefighter will rush in, put out fire and save life quickly. Nop not at all, he said the firefighter took their own sweet time caring their equipment, putting on gear and prepare themselves before going in the building. And unfortunately, the community have to give RM300 to the chief officer firefighter in order for them to work quickly and 'be the hero of the day'.

Rediculous? believe me i heard it from my dad, but was years ago, if you ask me now i wouldn't know.

What ever it is, whether some major burning or minor incident, they should work quickly to save lives. Not just 'dilly-dally' and wait for people to pay them. Pathetic... yeap another reason y shouldn't live here. I don't want to die roasted!

God of This City

2009-07-22T11:05:00.000-07:00

Is part of voicing out my own opinion, nothing intimidating!

Please God help us! Malaysia is no longer safe. Came back from Melaka few days ago and realized a bad thing happened, something huge and never expected it to happen. Teoh Ben Hock's death is suspicious and till today is still under investigation. Is it me or i felt that Malaysia's 'CSI' is hopeless, things can never be solve!

How can a person caught under the MACC (Malaysia Anti Corruption Commision) fell and died? How and why is his back pocket pant torn? Why isn't there any security camera? What were the level security inside the building of MACC? Was he like many other movies that officers forced him to say something that he is not guilty of? There is a lot of question going on in my head now, I know many politician do bribe or any other corruption, is the matter of whether a lot or a little.

All that question in my head is playing me around that the body (MACC) is forcing/using the DAP secretary Teoh Ben Hock to publisize his mistake so that nation knows that his doing was bad and wrong. It might be a part of manipulating the nation. Believe it or not, it won't work on me, and definitely many other my generation.

Some even say that he commited suicide. And some argue how can a young man commited suicide when he wanted to get married and has no financial difficulties! But anyway was sad to say that his death makes me no longer trust to Malaysia's politicians in doing their work. Yes if can I don't want to be a Malaysian, maybe is the emotion thing that triggers me now, but just thought of Teoh Ben Hock's death makes me devastated, indeed Malaysia is no longer safe and peaceful, nothing is ADIL, we won't be ONE and Malaysia is 95% corrupted! Either in future I vote for whom i think the best, or just DON'T VOTE at all, don't not going to use the priviledge of citizenship. Think about it!

No God of this city will watch over us.
We, ourselves need to watch out for each other.