Simplified

Pretty amazing when i come to think about life. Yea that is what i normally think, another philosophy i would say. Is me, i prefer everything simple, no complication no hatred and definitely no argument. There is a saying in chinese 'yan yat sai, sei yau tai pun sai' direct translation is a person may live at certain age, but will die forever and not coming back.

So what is the purpose of living with so much of fustration and hatred that is kept inside. I rather just put on a smile and go with the flow. Mayb in life some may say if go with the flow one will not achieve what one desire, but to me is depend to a certain extent.

I came across with hatred in life, kept inside and wanted it swallow in me, and of coz one day want it to be shit-ed out from me. But can't is in me, somehow, is in my blood cell, i may revenge one day, or it may died off one day. I even came across of misunderstanding, want those nonsense and never ending argument to stop, hated all those blood rushing in my brain thinking of solving unsolvable, no reason of argue and definitely stupid problem, whether i was wrong or right or even both, i still bow and say sorry, and that kept in me for long time. Not listening one apologize and assuming that i was the one who started all these argument is definitely i hate the most. I even came across to complication, hated all those things that is simple but people purposely make it confusing and complicating. why cant we live in simple and yet interesting life?

'yan yat sai, sei yau tai pun sai' will never heppen to me. what i meant is that what ever bad thing happened to me, i will remember and is inside me, like my previous posting, my life is a book, every little bit thing is a chapter. This is definitely a chapter of me that i can never set it off. or erase it and definitely tearing the page and burn.